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January 28, 2004

Good Times

Ok, I still haven't gone home. I did however have a wonderful dinner at P.F. Changs. Big Yum! I also did a little window shopping with . He was very patient while I petted the beautiful Valencia bed and Laurel desk at Pottery Barn. Oh, how I love them! I am taking donations for the desk by the way. ;) I also got to point to pretty sparklies in the jeweler's window -- always fun. Anyway, despite my off-kilter mood I managed to enjoy myself. We also had a little fun when my dear BF left his Debit Card in the restaurant. It was reminiscent of our first date...though this time we found the card safe and sound.

Though I have relaxed a bit since this afternoon, I still feel a cloud of unease hanging over me. Looking around me, I wonder what I have really accomplished. Perhaps a quarter century crisis? I catch my self projecting down the road to my ideal vision -- I am 30, health, svelte, financially secure, doing a job I love that I have been educated to do it. What have I been doing to work towards those goals? A big fat ZERO. So tonight I am having a quiet little pity party, feeling like a rather large failure and not liking myself so much at the moment.

I think I will go get a hug.

Posted by La on January 28, 2004 10:28 PM

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