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This was a very tough year for a lot of people, including many people I love. I am taking this time to count my blessings and remember the things that kept me going this past year.

1. My suburban-hippie sack - I spent 10.00 on a Stuff n' Go Bags and it might just be my best purchase of the year. I use it nearly everyday.

2. Josie - I know it is an internet cliche to wax rhapsodic about ones cat. But I don't care. Josie-cat has been a great boon to my happiness this year. So cute! So cuddly! 
3. Honey crisp apples

4. ID 101 - After taking some time off of my one-at-a-time college career, I am really excited about this class that I am wrapping up. I learned a ton about design, but more importantly about myself.

5. It seems that with the right tools, I can draw. FTW!

6. Abstaining - I learned this year that giving up flour and sugar is the most painless way for me to take control of my eating. To the tune of 47 pounds.

7. Vampire Fiction

8. LeakyCon - This year I semi-came-out as a real lover of all things Harry Potter. To prove it I attended a HP conference. The best part was making new friends and spending quality time with my sis-in-law.

9. Curtains - For my birthday Mi Mama and I made a valance for the kitchen and I made sheers for the french doors. 

10. Angel - The whole darn thing. Melissa gave me the gift of the Angel box set. Rich and I watched episode after episode until we saw the whole thing. 

11. The Fluent Self - http://www.fluentself.com/ Havi Brooks is busy helping people with their stuck.

12. Summer Fruits and Veggies - I had some of the best peaches and corn of my life this year.

13. Christmas Shopping with Cash

14. Professional painters - When the project requires a scaffold it is time 

15. Planning the Cruise of a lifetime - April 2010  Transatlantic cruise from Florida to Barcelona Spain. Planning is nearly as fun as the trip itself. This is going to be epic.

16. Rearranging the living room - New paint, new desk, new direction. So much better!
 
17. The love and support of my friends and family - This is a perennial point of gratitude for me. This year my loved ones have really shown me their true colors and I couldn't be more pleased. 

18. Being Married - I don't know how my husband and I found each other but I am so glad we did. I am looking forward to the day when any two consenting adults can marry and share their lives and Rich and I can.

19. Babies - Stella! Nathan! And all the wonderful little people who let me sniff their baby heads this year.

20. Freedom of Choice - Lord knows the US isn't perfect, but I am truly thankful to live in a society where if I can dream it, I can do it!


Closet Case

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We have laundry issues.
 
Flounder and I have been sourcing our outfits each morning from all over the house. You would find us pulling fresh pants out of the dryer, wrinkled shirts from the guest bed, mates to single shoes from the back of the closet. You get the picture.
 
It is hard to admit, but these issues are mostly my fault. In the world of divided household responsibilities, Flounder washes and dries (and carries most of the time) and I sort, fold and put the laundry away. That is what I was supposed to be doing anyway. I realized I was the source of the laundry problem while complaining that when my brother and his GF dropped in earlier in the week we had a giant basket of unfolded undies on the dining room table and how embarrassing that was. They wouldn't have been there if I was holding up my end of the bargin. At least they were clean, right? No, not good enough.
 
So I started musing. If I had all of my clothes clean, folded and ready to put away, would I have anywhere to put them? The answer was No. But I don't have that many clothes, right? I don't even have enough cold weather pieces in my current size to go to work dressed appropriately*! Whatever will I do?
 
So, Sunday morning I took a good long look at my closet. In the matter of two hours, I pulled 4 shopping bags of clothes from the closet and clean laundry. When Flounder saw my progress he started going through his things too! Add to that another bag of trashed items that no one would want. I got rid of everything crazy-big (did I mention I have been walking around looking like a bag lady in giant clothes?) or too heavily worn to look decent. I folded and put away all the laundry that was at hand, and Flounder kept those clean clothes coming!
 
I was shocked to find that I had plenty of reasonable things to wear at my current size - I just didn't know it because those pieces were obscured by all the other junk. Our laundry system was stopped up with cruft.
 
Fast forward to this morning. Today (and yesterday too!) I was able to dress completely from the items found in my closet and drawers. Amazing! Incredible! It feels so good.
 
Please, take a moment to enjoy the peace a well stocked and organized closet brings right along with me. It surely won't last forever, but it feels great right now!

 


*Note: Last Friday's outfit involved a spring green tee-shirt and brown cords. I was freezing all day. And looked like I should be grocery shopping.

We Came For The Hoecakes

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Ever since Mi Mama first started watching Paula Deen's cooking shows I have thought of taking a pilgrimage to Savannah, Georgia.  The last year has been an extremely challenging one for Mi Mama and a getaway was certainly in order as Autumn rolled around. Neither of us enjoy hot and sticky weather so we chose October as our time to travel. Oh, Ha ha! We arrived after a 12 hour journey to find the river town steamy and drizzly.  

Despite the less than favorable weather we enjoyed our visit greatly. Saturday we traveled around town via trolley, hopping on and off as we saw fit. We had a lovely lunch at the Pirate House, the haunted former guest house where Robert Louis Stevenson was inspired to write Treasure Island. 

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Historic Savannah is a wonderful city. I will admit that I was a bit disheartened when we first arrived and found mostly strip malls and car dealerships surrounding our hotel. But the truth is  this town is set up like many old southern cities with a historic heart. As the years pass and the city grows the outer edges become less than enticing. But once I got past the highway-commerce part of town, I was completely charmed. 

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As it is well known, old Savannah was one of the first planned communities in the US. The glorious old homes are laid out around a series of squares, giving  the prosperous forefathers and fortunate current residents alike peaceful parks right outside their doors. 

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The people of Savannah, or at least those catering to the tourists are very proud of their city and long history. Mi Mama and I most enjoyed the beauty of the city and very delicious food. Speaking of food...I was disarmed by the carbs of the south and allowed myself to be swept right off the wagon. Though I really do own the responsibility for my choices, I can't help but want to blame Paula Deen and her damn hoecakes.

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Like every other Savannah tourist Mi Mama and I waited outside the Lady & Sons reservation  to secure a seating time for the restaurant. I never really believed I would make it through a meal at Paula Deen's table without buckling under the temptation of the fried chicken and hoecakes. And buckle I did. I buckled hard! Four months of excellent behavior had to come to an end sometime right? The meal was very good, but not the best meal we enjoyed in Georgia. I hate to end this travelog on a negative note, but I do wish I hadn't succumbed to the foodie temptations. Getting back on the wagon has been tough. It really wasn't worth it.

So to sum up our long weekend in Savannah: It was great to get away with Mi Mama. Savannah is beautiful and charming. The food was delicious but not worth breaking my diet for. I am 3 pounds heavier. 

Frameworks

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First I want to mention that I have become a design blog whore. My RSS reader is bloated with gorgeousness every morning. What a treat!
 
On to the important stuff. We are several meetings in and I am starting to get a feel for my interior design class. Prof. Sheppard is direct, available and forgiving - just what a 101 professor should be in my opinion. We continue to do scale drawings that involve math (!) but mostly just measuring and then adding and subtracting. Even I can do that.
 
Last week we finally started to break into more of the nitty-gritty of design work, not just the drawing, but the ideas behind the drawing. We kicked off with a lecture on the elements and principles of design (lines, color, scale, proportion...) and the process of design as well. I had an AH Ha! moment in class yesterday while listening to the lecture. I was hearing the professor lay down the frameworks designers use to create a project (the aforementioned, elements, principles and process) and I realized I was on the right track. This is exactly what I needed. I am sure there are intuitive and artistic types who can san-training make beautiful harmonious spaces of all sorts. I am not that type. I am the type who needs to learn the rules before I try to break them.
 
My second realization was that most every designer in the world is working for this same set of rules. They take the guidelines and then riff on them to meet the need of the client. It is only the maddest of geniuses, the game-changers who walk out in the world and make beautiful things with only their own brilliance to fall back on. I am ok with not being one of those guys. I am just really happy to be where I am getting what I need.
 
Speaking of getting what I need...I am down 34 pounds and thrilled, THRILLED to still be losing. I am sure I had one or ten too many peaches this summer that slowed my progress, but 34 pounds in 3 1/2 months makes me happy, happy!

T-square

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Pimento cheese was eaten, Chinese performing arts were enjoyed and a ruffled curtain was sewn and hung. That is one good birthday weekend! Unconventional and fun.

I started my semester long class last night. I am excited, but I am still not sure what to expect from the coming months. Apparently I need to buy a T-square. A T-square!?! I know right? Madness! I will say very happily that the desks for this class are giant drafting tables.  
Very sweet. Also right next door to the classroom is a source studio filled to the ceiling with samples of finishes and materials. What can I say, but *swoon*? Oh, and did I mention that we will be going on a field trip? You know you are jealous. 

On another topic, I am crazy excited about running errands this coming weekend. You know all those little things that you mean to do, but those items slip to the bottom of the list? I am going to do all of those things. I have a big beautiful list I am going to wipe out in one fowl swoop on Saturday. It 's going to be great.

And finally, I am not pregnant. So now you know.

Late Summer

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Last Saturday Yess came to stay. And she brought cookbooks. GLORIOUS cookbooks!  We talked about food, home improvements and the future. It is always fun when Yess comes to visit. Not only is she funny, generous and indulgent, she loves my husband nearly as much as I do. So how can we go wrong?
 
I see this past weekend as a time of transition. I purchased both beautiful summer produce (Blackberries! Corn! Tomatoes! Peaches!) and the books for my latest class that starts next week. I modified sheer curtains for the french doors in our living room and rearranged our bedroom - again! I also took my first stab at making no-sugar dessert - Blackberry and Nectarine Crumble. It is hard to day why, but this weekend just felt like a big step forward.
 
After some soul searching I decided that I am not ready to introduce any kind of bread or pasta (even if it is made of sprouted grain, or brown rice) into my diet. I am doing just fine without it and wheat of any kind makes me feel vulnerable to back sliding. I Am trying out different way of using agave nectar (naturally derived alternative sweetener) with varying degrees of success. In my coffee? Not so much. In my crumble? Thumbs up! I don't see any agave ice cream in my future, but a little nectar in hand whipped cream is perfectly delightful.
 
This week is my last week of Freedom (next Tuesday, the homework assignments begin) and I will be enjoying it by cramming as many Dexter Season 3 episodes as I can. How dorky is it that I am really looking forward to the Fall tv schedule? And as summer wraps up, I am sad that there are only 2 more episodes of True Blood left. I ask you folks, what are the good citizens of Bon Temps going to do about that Maryann?
 
Quote of the Day:
In summer, the song sings itself.  ~William Carlos Williams

Where would I be with apples and cashews? These are my go-to foods when I need a snack, or quick tummy filler. I usually have a hard boiled egg and a half an apple for breakfast each today. We often have apple slices with dinner as well. It's a great sweet fix for me, especially since I have in recent years become an apple snob. Get back Red Delicious! You are dead to me. Pink Ladies and Honey Crisps are always welcome. I can see a future where I will need to moderate my cashew consumption, but thankfully not today.

 

Last weekend Flounder and I hosted the lovely and fun Jords (my sis-in-law) for the long holiday weekend. What a great time we had! We played and shopped and watched movies and even ate well. At least I thought we did. This is the first time I enjoyed so many restaurant meals since beginning of The Plan and I lost a little ground. Although I never intentionally indulged in any foods that were "off plan" it is much harder to control flour and sugar intake in a restaurant. As a result I had some weight back sliding. I am happy to report that I quickly regained my focus and my weight is back to the most recent low.

 

I am hovering close to a major weight milestone. This is both exciting and nerve wracking. Not only am I nearing the 20 pounds lost mark, but I am also nearing the "I am now under XXX" scale mark. I continue to use my digital and occasionally inconsistent scale at home as my "true weight". However, I also have a scale in the gym at my office that I check in with, but I think that might be a mistake. There seems to be a 3 pound difference between my home scale and the gym scale. The gym scale is reading lighter, and I REALLY want to believe it. But that is a bad idea right? Yeah, I thought so.

 

Next week I am going to see my internist for a check up and a blood draw. I want to do a cholesterol check and my ophthalmologist wants me to get my potassium level check because I have been on diuretics for such a long time. I am hoping very hard that I will be under the 20 pound mark for that appointment.

 

Speaking of my ophthalmologist, he is very happy with me. I had a follow up appointment for my optic nerve swelling this week. 6 weeks ago when I saw him last he lectured me on the need for weight loss and doubled my diuretic to try to release some of the pressure and reduce the swelling. Since then I have been losing weight (as you know) and taking my doubled meds religiously. He was so pleased he gave me a high five. Now that is a happy doctor. I love happy doctors.

The Plan - Day Twenty

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Stop the presses! Today marks a major milestone in my adult life. This week I enjoyed salmon at two separate meals. In case you don't see this event as monumental, let me 'splain. 

I officially don't like seafood. I have never liked seafood. Now and again I will try it to test my tastes and make others happy but usually I just tolerate it. The only fish I have ever enjoyed in the past is tilapia and let's face it, tilapia doesn't really taste like much. People have argued that shrimp don't taste like much either, but I once had a hippy-dippy communal Circle of Life moment with shrimp while in the ocean, so I just can't eat them. True story. I still mark shellfish with the exception of the occasional crab cake as off limits, mostly due to flavor and texture issues. But fish, now that is another story. I think given this weeks break through that I am ready to branch out and try some new types of fish. 

My timing couldn't be better. Considering Flounder and I are planning to take a two week trans-atlantic cruise that docks in Barcelona next spring, now could not be a better time to get onboard the fish train. I am still not ready to cook it though.

I made a big mistake this past weekend. Mistakes have consequences. While celebrating Mrs. WAS's wedding I was handed a glass of sparkling white wine with which to toast the lucky couple. That wine was sweet and super delicious. I drank the whole glass. Big error! "Buy it was just a single glass of wine!" you say "How can that be a big deal?" I will tell you. Just that relatively small but consontrated amount of sugar set off my sugar cravings. Crazy right? And can I tell you how not worth it that glass of wine was? Totally not worth it! For the past few days I have felt more hungry and cranky. Last night I was really restless and Oh! so much regret. I am happy to report that I my choices single the troubling wine situation have been sound and aligned with my food plan. So that is a sunny thing.

I am happy to report that all trouble and pain have endured have lead to some very positive results for me, including weightloss. According to my rather testy digital home scale I am down 12 pounds since I first gave up processed food in the spring with about 9 of those pounds being lost since I started The Plan! And that makes me happy!

I am on the hunt for a complete Glycimic Index of foods book and also some low carb recipe books as my current diet is getting really dull. The New American Plate is on my list to pick up, but I need some other ideas as well. Any recommendations?

 

The Plan - Day Five

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Yesterday's pity party was more like an un-Happy hour. Just talking about my bad mood made me realize my low spirits weren't doing me any favors. So I had a quick chat with myself and snapped out of it. Which tips me off to the difference between a food-fueled mood swing and true saddness. True sadness is something you can't switch off with a quick attitude adjustment. A bad mood you can talk yourself out of. Sometimes.

During  my un-Happy hour I lamented how I Hated this rainy, muggy weather because it made walking so Miserable! Misery! But then I remembered, there is an air conditioned gym right in my building. It has air conditioned teadmills. I don't have to chose misery. After work I walked for 25 minutes, a high for the week, exceeding my 15 minute required time. I wasn't wearing workout gear. Infact I was wearing Tevas and a dress. I might have looked silly, but I honored my committment and that made me feel pretty great.

Also during my low spirits I wallowed a bit in my lack of productivity this week. "Oh, I haven't gotten anything done!" and "I am disappointed in myself!" were some of my pitiful cries. Thankfully on my way home I received a message from SA, reminding me that I was doing a great job at something very hard, and perhaps I could cut myself a little slack on the other stuff. Best idea I heard all day! Forgiveness can be powerful. Especially when you are forgiving yourself.

The evening ended on an upnote with hummus, carrots and a warm Josie Cat on my lap.

Today I am continuing to feel better. So much better in fact I think I will make a:

List of Things To Be Happy About!

  • On my walk Monday night I saw my first fireflies (lightening bugs if you prefer) of the season. 
  • A few days in, I am actually LESS hungry than I was this time last week. And when I do get hungry it is easier to satisfy that hunger.
  • I managed to give Josie Cat her medication twice a day all by myself through out the week.
  • All this rain means no need to get out the hose to water my exploding pot of fresh mint.
  • Fresh mint iced tea! Yum!
  • Supportive friends a co-workers who are supporting me through this tough process.
  • The cravings are lessening. Thank God!

 

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